pup steve

i grew up in the suburbs of New York City, Long Island to be exact. i discovered my tendencies for kink at the age of 12 when I learned that taking rope and tying ones balls up can be exciting. my discoveries continued slowly until i moved to San Francisco in 1994. then the flood gates opened up to new experiences and allowed my sexual creativity to flow.

During these years i was looked at a top and played that role, but was never really happy. i almost always wanted to be the boy that i was tying up and using. but inside of me was an unhappy boy that didnt know what to do. living in fear of that a boy was inferior, due to unfounded stereotypes. because of this i never put myself out there tolet the boy inside of me grow.

However things have changed, i am looking forward to finding a mentor, trainer, and SIR for me. or should i say for a SIR to notice this boy. i am a very creative person who is childlike, not childlish, educated, traveled, and a well rounded person. i'm glad to have met alpha-boy bill that night at Ramrod, who called me SIR and i responded, "boy". he told me about the boys of leather that night, which started this journey of mine that i wish had started years ago, but i guess better late then never.